I had an impromptu reunion with some of my college friends yesterday at Sarang Korea and oh my God everyone has grown up so well since we were out of that hell hole bahaha. To think that it was only my second iftar out with my friends (I’ve been sooo busy with school *sob*) and coincidentally met with our 2 other friends when it was supposed to be the 4 of us only makes it even more memorable. We ended up sitting in one table and most probably the loudest table there, I remember getting shushed by the table in front of us hehe sorry y’all we just met after so so so long!!
Of course we talked about life and all, how people have changed, who’s breaking up who’s still together and all the girly stuff you guys know it well hee. We were laughing and all until one of them asked me
“So how’s life?”
I was flabbergasted. I literally muted myself for a good 3 seconds just to think about my current life, searching for any great stories to share with them. But there isn’t any, nothing, nada. I don’t have any boyfriend to brag about nor I have any ex-boyfriend to curse at lol.
“normal” I said. “studying and all you know”
I don’t even have any stories from school that I can tell, while they have great experiences from uni to tell me. They talked about boys and their crushes and all, and I don’t even have one currently!!!
Oh. My. God. My life is dull.
And the thought of it still stuck in my mind up until now, even after I woke up my brain went straight to think of the subject. “So what to do today, boring a**?” hahaha. But hey, it inspires me to write about this and share it with you guys. It’s been awhile since the last time I wrote about my thoughts here (I don’t really like posting it up actually, ’cause I know you guys will get bored of it but thanks for reading anyways hehehe)
So how’s my life actually is?
Although everyone’s having their 3 months break now, but I still have to go to school to complete the remaining 2 modules so I can jump to second year, though I’ve to sit for exams again soon, my life is still amazing. I love what I’m doing and the modules happened to be catchy too. I’m actually living one of my passions so why did I even compared myself with others to begin with? I’ve steady CGPAs (though I can’t seem to pass that 3.5 yet but hey that actually fuels my spirit up :>) and I’m about to make a research about child abuse here in this country and I hope for nothing but to at least make an awareness of this matter when I completely understood the situation, I seriously want to contribute back to the society. Life isn’t all about me.
Because I’ve this blog to talk about my other passion, which is fashion (and beauty soon insyaAllah!!!) and also my life. I’ve everything that is memorable to me recorded here and all I have to do is to click and read back to relive on the days. I am also forever grateful for you guys who read this crappy blog, know that you guys are one of the reasons why I’m still here, writing, though my writing sucks to compare it with other bloggers out there. But scratch that, I want you guys to feel my feelings and to understand me. I want to bring you guys on this rollercoaster ride with me, though we have yet to feel the thrill. I wish I could give you guys something back…but I need to learn how to poslaju things first kay then I’ll spoil y’all hehe.
I’m surrounded by people who genuinely love me for who I am, who support me in whatever I’m doing. I’ve boss chick who is my fashion police, who doesn’t get mad at my online-shopping syndrome, also my dUCk addiction (she knew the prices but still cool about it hehe) and also supportive of my blog, though I doubt she read it (but jic…hi mom!). I’ve my two best friends, who are so different from me, but our friendships are still sailing strong up until now and hopefully until our next life (I want them to be my neighbors, please God? hehe). We always have, I mean really, always have each others back no matter what, name it when one of us got our heart broken by a guy or in need of opinion of which clothes to choose….you know the later one is who teehee. I’ve passionate friends from school who are kind to me and doesn’t make me feel outcasted. I’m all comfortable around them and they make it easier for me to study as we’re being totally drama free. I’ve a long list of people whom I feel grateful to have in my life, and that includes you guys too ;>
To be a muslim, to be able to pursue my passion, to have amazing family and friends, to have the courage to open up this blog and continue running it, to have beautiful clothes and scarves, to have a badass car though it’s boss chick’s, to be one of the chosen people to understand and embrace the sharia law and the list just goes on and on and on. Also blessed because I don’t have to think if my crush has a gf or not every night bahaha. All and all, Alhamdulillah for everything <3
Never thought a simple question could open my eyes to see the bigger picture of my life. I was too focused on trying to impress others with superficial things, when my real life is beyond amazing than that. So guys, be grateful and never ever compare yourself with others. Some people are dying to have your life but then you dare to say “my life sucks”. No. Sometimes you just need to stop everything and count your blessings. Your life is meant to be different from others, so live it to the fullest!
Definitely a lesson to learn, moreover during this holy month of Ramadhan. Maybe God’s trying to nudge me because I was being so ungrateful nowadays. But one thing for sure, thank you for everything God <3
And thank You for this surprise reunion, definitely one of the best Ramadhan days ever <3 <3 <3