Remember when I said that I don’t really hope that much for 2018 and was just hoping that this year would at least be a little nicer to me? Well that’s the beauty of not hoping guys hahaha..is it too early to say that my 2018 has been amazing so far?? :>
It felt like getting hit by a train and waking up in a whole new different world, but I’m not complaining because I am mesmerized by its beauty. But I’m still skeptical to totally give in and still trying to not let my hope fly too high…I’m scared that, what if this is actually a dream? What if I did actually gotten myself hit by a train and is actually in a coma state right now? OK Nauzubillah though thank God Brunei doesn’t have any train HAHA.
Ahh I wish I can tell you guys more, the least I can tell you guys for now is that I am really happy. I am happy despite my really hectic and packed schedule, despite the assignments starting to piling up to the ceiling, despite having Friday and night classes. I’m happy that I can totally shut people that annoyed me though they are just meters away from me haha. I’m happy that I can just scroll away from keyboard warriors’ tweets on twitter and just focus on my exo babies and things that actually matters. Oh I’m also happy because I’m going to meet EXO again insyaAllah. Yes you read that right guys, our “next exo concert meeting” at Baskin Robins will turn into a reality soon HAHAHA.
Sigh life can be mysterious sometimes and it can get really scary just by thinking about the future. But someone told me that life will always change and that we won’t be getting the same moment as it is right now…so cherish it while you still can hehe. I’m gonna carry this advice in my heart everywhere and always ;>
But the main reason behind my ultimate happiness is actually from these beautiful people in my life, who’ve been with me through thick and thin and who just arrived yet genuinely accepted me for who I am. I’m trying my best to squeeze in some time for all of them despite my crazy schedule and honestly, they are the reasons why life is bearable to me. How did I get so lucky?
I know it’s still early for me to say, but I hope your 2018 has been and will be as amazing, or even better than mine. Happiness is temporary and so does sadness okay #balance #justlifething haha.
Swear not thinking about fried chicken this time hahaha.
Alright back to reading cases :’D Be back soon!
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