Tomorrow is the last day of 2017 as I’m writing this and I honestly can’t wait for this year to be over. Gosh the amount of tears, heart breaks, disappointments and every single negativity that this year had given me though, I don’t think I can bear it anymore. I hope 2018 will at least be a bit nice to me, I don’t really want to hope for too much.
Anyways, despite the horrific events that I went through this year, I decided to go back and remember all the good things that also came in 2017. I mean life is not all about darkness and sadness right guys? :>
It’s hard to choose my most favorite because every single one of these memories are precious to me so I’ll just go chronologically okies hehe
Making penyaram. HAHAHAHA. I know it sounds ridiculous but honestly I still can remember it clearly guys!!! It was actually our MIB Kenali Negara Kitani project and so we decided to have a cooking show bahaha. But hey who knows making penyaram can be that fun??? But God forbid you guys to watch the video because I cringe every time I see my face LOL.
KL with Teet, of course!!! It was a very chill trip guys, despite having only a day to shop our hearts out haha. Gosh I miss this iconic building already.
Also going to the dUCk store for the first time!!! dUCk has two physical stores now and I’m all pressured to go back there huhu. God can it be any sooner please? :<
Of course shopping physically at FV store instead of through online..and also met 2 Afghans there HAHA. #cardboardjaditah
OF COURSE THE MAIN HIGHLIGHT OF THE MONTH, YEAR AND LIFE!!! MEETING MY BABIES!!!!
Gosh I’m missing them so bad right now (I’m listening to Universe while writing this and I want to sob my heart out). Hopefully I’ll get to meet them again soon!!! Please pray for me guys bahaha #desperate I might or might not be addicted in attending this concert thing hahaha *death stares Teet*
Purchasing this expensive scarf offline shall be included of course, to my bank account’s despair haha sorry bb *pats my debit card* But hey, it’s one of my top favorite L.E though, because flowers~ <3
Meeting Fadza at the FV pop-up store in Brunei hehe #notmybfguys #IloveVivymore #DontblackmailmefromshoppingatFVpleaseVivy
One of the ever precious memories, meeting one of my favorite blogger and founder of Aere <3 I’m still pinching myself up until now to make sure it wasn’t a dream guys
And it was not a dream. EEEEEKKK <3 <3 <3
Not forgetting my first ever Bandarku Ceria hehe. As an anti social and introvert person, this is something big okay! Thank you to my law fam for dragging this lazy a$$ out to see this world early in the freaking morning……haha <3
Attending the Erba talk and meeting Sarah and Kak Suri too :>
Umm I know I haven’t blogged about this but I got invited to Pandora Rose Gold launch event guys!!! I’m not sure if I should blog about it ’cause I’m 2 months late now hahaaaa #fakeblogger but hey just tell me if you guys want to read it okay! (I also have loaaads of pretty pictures of the jewels…we’ll see teehee)
Last but not least, I finally scored beyond 3.50 for my CGPA guys! Scored 4 As and 1 A- while I thought I was gonna fail one module because it was darn hard for me. But Alhamdulillah I got A- instead!!! Now I need to maintain it and it is going to be a hell of a challenge as we’re going back to 8 modules (last semester we only had 5 modules) *CRIES BLOOD* Please please please pray for me guys, I really want to continue with double degree. May Allah swt ease our journey in studying, as it is one of our jihad for Him and Him only.
Well my 2017 was not that bad now that I’ve listed all of the sweet memories here hehe. Despite encountering a lot of disappointments, turn downs, unrequited love (GOSH THIS WAS RIDICULOUS I HATE MYSELF) and what seems like an endless cycle of crying my lungs out due to some unfortunate events but hey, I’m still glad that all of these things happened to me. 2017 was a tough year, it was like having a kickboxing with life guys! But all of the bruises that I got reminds me of my own strength, that I endured it all and I am still here, stronger even. It shaped me into a better person who can face obstacles without crying, or still crying but hey it’s okay to cry we’re still humans anyway ehe. I’m turning into a person that can stand on her own feet even after she got vigorously shoved down and I finally realize that this world is always open for me to explore but uh..I just need money…haha.
I also learnt that it’s okay to have little amount of friends who genuinely love and accept you as a whole, unconditionally, despite your chirpy days or even when you’re on your satanic mode in those 7 days per month haha. So…
Teet: Thank you for being the super duper awesome best friend one could ever ask for. From always being available for me whenever I need an accompany to fix my craving and to go to events to dragging my loser a$$ to meet EXO for the first time. Gosh I don’t think I will ever meet EXO if it was not because of your brave and YOLO a$$ bahaha. Though I always troll and pick on you (’cause let’s be honest here, it’s FUN HAHA) know that I always love you. Even if I were to be born as a different person and have my own cliques, I’d punch them and search for you. Serious bih. Thank you for making my 2017 durable and amazing. Please don’t ever stop loving me…or I’ll stand in front of your window until you accept me back as your best friend bahaha…#serious.
Bubi: You’re always far away (even this December we couldn’t hang out jeez) but despite that you always spare your time to video call us, though you’ve loads of friends there haha #NOTjealous. I mean who can resist our awesomeness right??? HAHAHA. So thank youu for not forgetting us and for always having time to listen to our ramblings and stupid stories 3 a.m in the morning. I can’t wait for you to come back home to us so we can be one…or 3…once again haha. I’ve loads of cafes and restaurants for us to try and also places to rest our tangled minds. I love you and….I hope my bath bomb will arrive safely okay be careful our sleepover is soon HAHA JOKESS!!!
Poop: Ugh this sounds selfish but I’m glad that you’re back for good. Thank you for dragging my fat a$$ to do sports and venture out even more. Also thank you for making my days by discussing stupid things (e.g: boys HAHA) and eating out and baby shark doo doo doo doo with Liam LOL. I hope all of your bad memories will stay in 2017 and so tomorrow, you should open a fresh new book. Not page okay, BOOK. I love you..can la..but not during the kickboxing warm up tho…Gosh I was DYING.
Icah: Well you guys might not know her but she was my junior back when we were still in hell (she even agreed that it was hell) HAHA. The one who approached me first of course and I’m glad that her bubbly self did. Thank youu for always going to me whenever you feel sad and mad and even happy. I honestly feel appreciated <3 You made me familiar of that particular feeling of having a baby sister ’cause I’ve none by blood, but I guess God sent you to me to be one right? Hehe. I hope you’ll get to meet EXO and Astro one day..with me of course!!! #duhhHAHA I love you, please don’t stop being the funny and bubbly girl that I love okay? :>
Nabilah: yes you made it into the list also because you were always there for me whenever I feel down on twitter (even if I didn’t directly mention that I’m sad I mean..h-how??) and you’d start to spam me with Jongdae, Kyungsoo and Lisa’s pictures. Only God knows how much I feel appreciated with such simple gesture T_T I mean you don’t have to really!!! But your tweets did helped me a lot in enduring such painful moments. So thank youu and I love you for doing that, but really you don’t have to always do it okay you deserve some rest too!! Hehe
I actually have a lot to thank but I don’t think I can finish it then HAHA. So thank you, if you’re my family, friends, my law fam or anyone that knows me, thank you for being in my life though in just a mere second, even it was a bad or good encounter. I am forever grateful for you guys for acknowledging a tiny salty person like me. I would also like to apologize if I were to hurt you in any ways, intentionally or unintentionally (also sorry for the DMs that I declined that said “hai I’d like to know you” and ended up making you hate me because my God that SCARED me ok. Who knows you just want to lure me, kidnap me and sell my organs???? *shivers*)
2017 may be a tough year for some of us, but don’t make this year to be a reason for you to stop blooming. You’re strong so don’t underestimate your capabilities. You’re worth it and don’t ever let anyone tell you that you’re less. Lastly, you’re loved, even if you feel like you don’t but baby girl, you are loved.
Such an emotional year isn’t it? I hope 2018 will at least allow me to exhale properly haha.
Anyway, last but not least, thank you to you guys here. For keeping me going despite me being a total fake blogger this year. I’m sorry that I’ve no interesting content to tell you guys and always making you guys feel bored with my same old yawn worthy antiques. But here you guys still, reading this while waiting for the clock to strike 12…or it’s already 12 days after this post? Haha. Thank you, really, for accepting me here and being a constant (silent) readers…or I’d like to call you guys, my chingus (it means friends haha). I love you guys and I appreciate you all in my heart.
Happy New Year 2018 guys. May this year will bring prosperity and make us closer to Allah swt.
Miza 2017, signing out <3